Today someone asked if there’s someone in my heart.
Frankly I didn’t know how to answer. I realize I still haven’t forgiven myself, because a man doesn’t do what I did to the person he loves.
She thinks I still love that girl. And asked if that girl knows.
I could only smile, to cover up that stabbing pain inside. Because of what I did, that girl deserves better than me in her life again.
That someone smiled back, and told me that I have to forgive myself before anyone else can.
